Styx Jewel: Cemetery Ring (2022)
idk how ima afford rent on the first with no new job yet but let’s pray 💀
blindsided me with the pro-rated rent thing and come to find out there are a bazillion repairs/hazards in my apt that need to addressed by management.
ive got $275 for rent rn and need the remaining $1220
p*yment methods i have are:
v*nmo: @sleepisforlovers
z*lle: playuglys@gmail.com
pls share so i can get as close as possible to my goal for 8/01/23
the stress of everyday life is overriding my sense of humanity again so i am once again playing “everyone’s first day” to readjust my empathy levels. the rules are simple: for every stranger i interact with, i pretend it’s their first day at their job. it makes me appreciate how much tacit knowledge everyone around me has learned and applies, and imagining how they fared in the beginning - how i would have fared - makes me see everyone as a singular person full of life experience again instead of an environment i fight my way through. the coffee shop employee making my order makes it quickly despite a huge menu, its impressive they memorised that on their first day. the bus driver gets us there safely and memorised all the routes and still nods at me in approval, and that’s all on his first day! and the person who ran into me without apologizing is just in a hurry, wouldn’t wanna be late on their first day. and after a while, you realize that all that is still true on a second day or the hundredth, and even if you give up the pretense the forgiveness stays. try it some time!
I’m embarrassed to ask again but I was supposed to be good but I’ve heard back from no jobs and i don’t have enough clients to clean houses for, but I need help with rent. It’s $915 due on the 1st of August. If it was just me, it'dd be whatever but i can’t have the kids or pets in the situation again. I’m still doing tarot readings and tea readings to raise this and @scarsofbeauty is offering art commissions to help as well!
$150/330, $205 left! He extended to the 4th. Please keep sharing, I still can lose the boys to their dad.
if it wouldn’t be too much trouble i could greatly use some help making it to friday. i need to buy food. if it’s not too much, would you mind please reblogging? but no pressure. i appreciate it.
my cash app is $emmanuelle14, my venmo is @emmanuelle111
i could really use help getting food for the weekend. $20 would be a radical amount for me to have right now. if you don’t mind, could you please share and reblog? i don’t want to put all my info in a post but im a disable bipoc woman and im just trying to survive so if that info helps you know me a little better, that’s ok w me. please share and know i’d be forever grateful but no pressure to do so. thank you ❤️
ah please reblog if you want, i still need help ❤️




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“Tomás Sánchez (Cuban, b. 1948), El reto [The Challenge], 2001. Acrylic on canvas, 150.8 x 121.3 cm.
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